Well it’s now Sunday and I don’t really like Sundays, they depress me...
But my friend did answer me.
He wants to be my friend but I really don’t know how this can go on anymore, feels like my last emails has been writing here to my self and I haven’t got any answers to my questions really, so I kind of get it, he wants me to sod off actually but hasn’t got the guts to tell me that so he keeps on writing direct answers to stupid stuff but nothing else, think its to put me off I guess. And that hurts, if he didn’t want to be my friend what would it cost him to tell me so..
He told me that he could not go on like we did before and I got that, left him alone but missed him terribly so I emailed him and now what…
This is it, well I guess I have to ask don’t I.
Not fun at all, don’t even know why I’m writing about it here as I really don’t want anyone to know what a sorry as I am.
Well think you actually really figured that out by now any whey.
Got to sleep now, got to work tomorrow, feel like sh*t and I don’t want my friends at work to say I look like shit again…
Got to sleep………
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