Really true?!?

Is it getting better?
Or do you feel the same?
Will it make it easier on you now?
You got someone to blame
You say

One love
One life
When it's one need
In the night
One love
We get to share it
Leaves you baby if you
Don't care for it

Did I disappoint you?
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well it's

Too late
Tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We're one, but we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One

Have you come here for forgiveness?
Have you come to raise the dead?
Have you come here to play Jesus?
To the lepers in your head

Did I ask too much?
More than a lot.
You gave me nothing,
Now it's all I got
We're one
But we're not the same
Well we
Hurt each other
Then we do it again
You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt

One love
One blood
One life
You got to do what you should
One life
With each other
Sisters
Brothers
One life
But we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other

One

Well why?

Ok got some things to do before I come to a decision about what to do, got to call my doc, and find out if there are other alternatives than regular medicine..
Not easy, but it sure can’t hurt...not more that it already does..

I’m sure of what I got to do but I hesitate... why? I don’t know.

Sometimes life is not fair at all...

Please can someone hit me hard so that I don’t wake up until 2010?
I would pay for it… or not… but this is really not my year… not at all, and it does not matter what I do, I will in my mind do the wrong choice anyway..

Really don’t like this at all, where is my lifeboat?
Were do I turn if I get stranded? Nowere…

I simply got to ride this wave on my own.. even if I get stranded I will not contact you, you made your choice and that was to not have contact with me… and you havent.

Really mad at you… for turning my world up side down but at the same time really thankful that I did find you.. (or you found me that is…)
Can’t belive that you just let me go that easy…
Feels like I meant nothing to you and I probably did not, but you meant a lot to me..

Feeling alone and powerless right now, feel miserable and hurt a lot..
My own mistake though and I know that, got to get this week behind me…

My horoscope really scares me

The notion of truth may get shot down a bit today, due to someone who knows you on a much deeper level than most, dear Sagittarius. It won't take a long drawn out conversation or a deep explanation to reveal the fact that there is a bit of deception that has been keeping the truth from being revealed. Don't try to hide from loved ones who are only trying to do what is best for you. Be open and honest with those who really care.
Sänt via BlackBerry från Telenor.

time out

Taking a time out on this blogg..
Updating my facebook....
Don't know why I'm writing here since there's nobody reading it anyway...
I'll pick it up some other time...

BTW my friend did make what I thoght he got scared and took 5 steps back..
No more contact... And its really hard...

I have some issues here to take care of don't know how to do it that's all...

Talking to a lot of friends and I really need that right now..

See you

what....

Read my horoscope again....
On a day such as this one, it is important for you to take action, dear Sagittarius. Trust yourself and your instincts. Oftentimes you will have the perfect advice for every situation and every person except for yourself. Keep in mind that in order to find the best council for yourself, you might have to consult the brains of others. Talk things out, and take definitive action. Hesitation will cause delay. You have all the facts you need.

thats it

I think I am inspiring my son to do silly, stupid things, he is the one that really means something in my life.
You would hate to see us shop me and my son, we spend a lot and we play games, like when we were shopping for new years eve we had a war with the salad, only difference between us was that I didn't fall down when he shot me...
And during the evening I found the kids by the water and told them pretty harsh that they don't have permission to be down there without there life jackets on , when I turned to go fetch them I heard him singing rather loud La Donna Moblie... (Don't know how to spell that and this is how he says it)he did sing half the song before he got quiet... so I guess I'm as present as I can be right now for him, he snook in to my bed this morning and yes like 10 min ago he wet the bed... Did wake him up and took him outside to finish... (There's no toilet inside here) so now I'm having a hard time to get back to sleep but I'm now in the livingroom in the sofa.