Ok got some things to do before I come to a decision about what to do, got to call my doc, and find out if there are other alternatives than regular medicine..
Not easy, but it sure can’t hurt...not more that it already does..
I’m sure of what I got to do but I hesitate... why? I don’t know.
Sometimes life is not fair at all...
Please can someone hit me hard so that I don’t wake up until 2010?
I would pay for it… or not… but this is really not my year… not at all, and it does not matter what I do, I will in my mind do the wrong choice anyway..
Really don’t like this at all, where is my lifeboat?
Were do I turn if I get stranded? Nowere…
I simply got to ride this wave on my own.. even if I get stranded I will not contact you, you made your choice and that was to not have contact with me… and you havent.
Really mad at you… for turning my world up side down but at the same time really thankful that I did find you.. (or you found me that is…)
Can’t belive that you just let me go that easy…
Feels like I meant nothing to you and I probably did not, but you meant a lot to me..
Feeling alone and powerless right now, feel miserable and hurt a lot..
My own mistake though and I know that, got to get this week behind me…
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