Thursday, February 5, 2009

Ok NOT!!!!!

Don’t want to do this, don’t like this, don’t know how to deal with this, don’t know....
I hate this, I really don’t know…
stuff like this really makes me so mad..

DON’T LIE TO ME!!!!!

Hate that, really really upset …..
Need time, time to think, to be able to feel the way I do is not human…
Well I guess I’m not in your thought or in your life anymore and that really hurt…
Did already know that but when it hits you it hits you HARD!!!
Got to let go….
Want to, but cannot….need you so bad, need to talk to you, need to ask you something…
but it’s not up to me anymore and I can’t help but to feel so very useless and miserable about that.
Why can you not just email me, tell me to stay away? To get lost, that would be easier than this…
Why the silent… guess silence tells me a lot but is it your choice, or is it something else.

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