Why did I do this....

Can not believe it would feel like that........

Never been through anything like that before, it was uncomfortable, and it really hurt ... a lot...

How do you say that it hurts when you have a tube down your neck that is most similar to a garden hose ... can not talk then of course ... it was terrible ...

The panic feeling was unbelievable, and I really had difficult to lie still, it was a tremendous feeling of pain, and a tremendous feeling of being extradited to the care and the doctor who spoke at a stretch, he broke in Danish so it was not that he was easy to understand either ...

Never felt so alone, so scared and so small...
Incredibly frightening, hate this...

Could have been ok, if they found anything, the doctor began to talk about that it may be lactose intolerance.... mmmmm think not, it hurts all the time even if I haven’t eaten or drink anything at all...

I'll never again want to be a part of that, never in my life, would rather be behind a truck in handcuffs on a sand road, naked.... THAT’S HOW BAD IT WAS!!

Got an email from my friend when I was leaving the hospital though and that helped..

So drained…